this manic wave of depression has got to stop. hmm. but considering i tripped on the stairs after my latin class today and landed on my ass, i haven’t been “feelin’ it” lately. the guestbook entries and emails helped, though. honestly, i was not expecting any sort of response. everyone has their posts regarding shitty, rainy days and weathering the post-adolescent-idealistic phase. mine was no different and i am no better coping than the rest of us troubled youths.

blah. the rainy weather in vancouver has been dampening everything from my new sweater to my disposition. so forgive me if i am prone to speak the pessimistic views of every single detail of life.

i learned to do actual homework this evening, or should i say mid-morning. i dug out the old pencil and paper and attempted to work on my latin exercises as well as carry out various english readings. it wasn’t hard; however, my heart just was not in it. after thirteen years of assignments and exams, you’d think someone like me would have gone mad.

maybe just a little. but i’ll survive. er… at least, i’m praying. and i’m very skeptical about this praying business.